My uni life...

Currently, i getting 4Cu course-- Academic writing, Technology and the World Change, Creative thinking(.5 CU), Analysis skill(.5CU), and STAT 151..

My feeling for these 5 modules are mixed. First STAT 151 is tough but is the kind of module that i like- dont need to talk at class and the pro teach fast and you just need to understand the step, the rest should be fine.

CT and AS, so far so gd, didnt give me any trouble.

Academic writing, well quite stress cos my language is not that strong... well... any way if dun expect good grade but average grade then it should be fine. (hope so)

Technology and the World Change has give me the most problems. Although my grp has 7 members but 4 of them are from China and from my view, they are not used to doing this kind of project. then my another member and I has no idea on how to lead the group as we are also quite weak in innovate idea and product designing and doing. Now left our new member who just join us this week. From my view, he is good and he is a year 2 students, so his knowledge will be useful to us. However our main problem is that we have some difficults in coming up with a common time slot for meeting since we all have different time table. Normally we can only meet at weekend which i feel is quite late for a tue project meeting.. our communication method is though email which make it a slow process...

Hope this sem. can end faster so that next sem. i will pick the course and my pro. carefully.

Interesting theory from Epictetus, philosopher.

Emotion are not blind,non-rational force which can overcome rational resolve; they are themselves a kind of reason which the determine to act on." It is precisely this, reason which the person determine to act on." It is precisely this, gratifying her anger and being revenged on her husband, that she thinks more advantageous than saving her children" say Epictetus." she thought she had no real alternative but she is wrong. She could have adjusted to her loss, difficult though this would be" Stop wanting your husband and nothing you want will fail to come about; he say. Everythings i do, i am responsible for; there is always something else i could have done, some other attitude i could have taken up.....

My view: as long as you discard the negative energy and attitude, you will be more happy and sucess. You cant let your emtion control you but be the master of your emotion. :)

3 more mths to ORD(TEMP)

3 more mths to ord and also 3 more mths to my another stage of life..... Feel so bored, cant wait to leave the camp and go school to study subjects that i like and take part in cca and get to know more ppl that are smart and interesting.

Well.... my ns life now is more relax since i am one of the most senior in the unit. However i feel that i am not myself in the camp. I some time talk meaningless words just not to show that i'm a difficult ppl to hand out with. I act friendly but in deep of my heart i dislike and disrespect some of them. I disagree their view and idea but after try talking my views, i feel that that either i am strange or we are just few many grp of persons who couldnt understand each other, so i learn to hide my feeling and view.

Some time, human being are just strange, they view this world with their eyes and take it as the truth but Democritus, the philosopher comment that diff ppl with their own unique perspective view things diff and that why there is so many diff answer and concept and that y there is always arguments.

Well... i think i too bored, that y i write this blog....

PS: The weather is so hot and i'm bored.

10 more mths to the serious life

Time seem quite fast although some time still will feel bit slow... anyway i still have 10 more mths to start my another stage of life-- Economic student at SMU.

First i would like to make a conclusion for the last 13 mths. What had i learn? and what things did i do?

I had learn that in this world, there are a lot of people with extreme diff mindset living. From my experience and feeling, i feel that quite a number of human being is getting more and more lazy in using their brain to think and once they get used to this habit, they will do thing as they feel without consider the effect... Normally we will define them as fool or no brain.. Or some with older brain cell cant accept another way of thinking but theirs only and see other people as fool and dont know how enjoy life whereas they think them as wasting their time and future... So you see.. there is a lot of types of human being living in this Earth, that why there is always a conflict of interest. And i also learn that lot of people is handicap in accepting the fact they discover (eg..their wrong doing)

Recently, i had been reading some book on economic, social psychology and self improvement books.. Some of the book i buy or borrow is very interesting and i had learn something in it...

I will be finishing my Specialist Dip in Fund management and admin. soon in nov... after that think maybe i will sign up for some short term online course offering by my camp ba and continous reading some book prepare myself for my University life..

In sec sch, i already aim for uni and now after poly i thinking of doing well in my uni and aim for a scholership to study in NUS PHD in econs and be a economist or a professor in researching. well.... not sure whether i will change my goal or not but at least i have a goal to work with...

Future career goal?? Professor, Public/Finance/development/social economist..

Losing my forcus, just cant concentrate..so tired....

Dont know why i so lousy... yesterday i had lost my online weiqi game to a small kid...althought she play well..but i think i can play better (in the past) but dont know why i had play such a lousy game..after the game when i review it, i like ohh...y i make this and that move???? Today got a 20% test which i just finish studying but it test on lot of theory...scare cant perform well cos i feel so sian now dont know whether i can remember a thing or not..

Later going to sch to study again to play safe...Yesterday have some talk with daniel abt my future career...up to now i know what i wan to work and study but i not very sure what i wan to work as think have to take time ba... He suggest work as a weiqi coach... Well i feel that the teaching weiqi job dont suit me in the long term cos i too lazy to upgrade and train my weiqi skill and now my interest is in economic not in weiqi...but i still like weiqi but not love ba compare to last time...

Summary of recently event...

First i had get back my exam result for the 1st semester, not very good with only 1 A and 1 C pluc...think i had to work harder for the Ct

Second...I going buy a HTC hand phone as for the model, i still considering..

Third...Recently i am very bored, dont know y i feel so bored but one thing good is that i really very getting used of being bored...

Fourth...I think i going to take up another part time course after my this course..just to kill time..but i hope can take CPA but their min entry requirment is degree...

Max...i just updated lol

Things i feel i should do...

Well...i have 13 more mths to clearing and i think that i should do something to make use of this time....Always plan to do some study but think take time ba to do thing slowly...Like to find out abt the banking industry... After my speclise dip finish, i plan to study another one---Retail management--feel it may be useful for me in the future.. Today watch Indiana Jone with PT, the movie some how a bit funny and quite interesting to see the director using current technology to create some old scence..the movie talk abt aliens,treasury hunting and bit of knowledge ba.....